2010.11.13

It's another good day today. Though I didn't sleep that long but not too bad and I had a nap in the afternoon. I felt quite good. However, my belly acted weird after I gave my father massage. I didn't know what's wrong with me but just didn't feel well. I quickly had a shower and came back my room. I didn't feel sore stomach but somehow I felt like to vomit. I therefore decided to lie on my bed relaxing. I felt a wee bit better when I lie down. I tried to figure out what happened on me. I then found out that I didn't have dinner tonight and I felt hungry when I arrived the hospital. Luckily, my mum bought some steamed meat buns on the way to the hospital. I had two and half because I was too hungry. I guess it's probably because I ate too much. Ever since I come back Taiwan, I couldn't eat as much as before. The amount of food I can eat is less than before and if I had more then what I'm supposed to have, I might throw up when I'm coughing. It seems what I read from book and what my dad told me is true that the space of my stomach will be smaller when the baby grows bigger and bigger.

I was watching some Chinese episode and in one of the episode the queen delivered a baby. I then started thinking about my baby. Baby is still too small to feel though after few weeks I will start being able to feel the movement of the baby. I was wondering what is the baby doing in my womb now. Is he doing exercising now, sucking his thumb or sleeping? I'm really curious now.

I never thought about having a baby but always felt like to adopt children. Now I'm having my own baby. I feel really cool. It's good to have a baby with someone I love very much. It's a very special gift from God. Though I still don't know much about the baby but I think he is probably a good child because so far I don't really suffer much being pregent. I'm looking forward to the scan in December. I will ask the doctor the gender of the baby and see if it's just like my guess, a boy, alright to have a baby girl or a baby boy is all alright for me.